December 6: Weights
"Lift weights," they say. And I do...sometimes. Then I stop, and go a long time without it. Then I start again, and I hurt myself. Then I question why I do this and blah-blah-blah here I find myself lifting weights again after a bit of time. I don't hurt my "self," as a general term. I hurt my back. 100% of the time I hurt my back - at least eventually. For those of you about to hit the reply button to tell me I'm doing it wrong, I say to you: No shit, Sherlock. I know I do everything wrong, you don't need to tell me this. But I question why I'm doing this, and to what end? As we identified earlier in the week, doing TM for 2 months managed to help me be objectively stronger in every single exercise I did. And yet, I persist. Lifting weights also tends to have the effect of making me gain weight. Maybe that's not a bad weight, per se. But it's not really necessary. I guess it's a thing I want to do, but I don't want to take the time to do it "properly," whatever that means. They say the definition of insanity is doing the same thing repeatedly expecting different results. That begs another question, I suppose.
"Lift weights," they say. And I do...sometimes. Then I stop, and go a long time without it. Then I start again, and I hurt myself. Then I question why I do this and blah-blah-blah here I find myself lifting weights again after a bit of time. I don't hurt my "self," as a general term. I hurt my back. 100% of the time I hurt my back - at least eventually. For those of you about to hit the reply button to tell me I'm doing it wrong, I say to you: No shit, Sherlock. I know I do everything wrong, you don't need to tell me this. But I question why I'm doing this, and to what end? As we identified earlier in the week, doing TM for 2 months managed to help me be objectively stronger in every single exercise I did. And yet, I persist. Lifting weights also tends to have the effect of making me gain weight. Maybe that's not a bad weight, per se. But it's not really necessary. I guess it's a thing I want to do, but I don't want to take the time to do it "properly," whatever that means. They say the definition of insanity is doing the same thing repeatedly expecting different results. That begs another question, I suppose.