As a somewhat random point, it's nice to see
@Carson back on the bike and even smiling about it. I hope to cross paths with him one of these days.
Podiums
I had this thought yesterday and it's been a sort of wandering thing in my head over the last 24 hours. Can I get myself back onto a podium ever again? I don't mean a sandbagging/backdoor deal. I mean a podium in, say 45+ endurance, or cat 1 mtb 45+, or cross 45+. Is that attainable for me in any future reality? I think I am pretty motivated right now while still being able to maintain this balance thing. So that's good. I also should note that those of you who are quick on the trigger to say that yes I should be able to, let me point out that I never got a podium in an endurance race, or a cat 1 40+ race, or a MASS 35+ or 45+ race. I did stand on the podium of some NJ 40+ 1/2/3 races, so that would be the only "return" I would have. Otherwise, it would be a place I have never been.
Now, I know this doesn't matter. And I also know that in a sense, what is the importance of a podium? Those are philosophical conversations we can have over a cup of coffee one day. Let's just assume that this is a binary conversation: on podium, or off podium. Is it realistic to be Binary On?
I don't think it's realistic this year. Let's get that out of the way first. I do, however, think that 2019 is a possibility. I would like to be able to hit all those options, with the exception of 45+ Mass. I think that is lofty goal and not one that I really ever came close with. Is this iteration of myself better at "all the things"? Well maybe. I'd like to hope so but honestly I guess we won't know until a bunch of things fall into place. And in order for that to happen, I gotta just keep on keeping on.
That brings me back to what
@Glenn Rides After 4 PM CST asked me last year. Do I miss racing? I still don't know if the answer is any different than what I gave back then. I miss being able to race. I miss being able to drop the hammer at times. And as I get some wisp of form back, ounce by ounce, I like this feeling more. The WW ride last Tuesday with the climb up Liberty Corner, and the Iron Furnace 50k...I can see some form coming back. And as it comes back, it feels good. And as it feels better and better, I find myself leaning more and more towards thinking of race days. Is this because I want to race? Honestly, not that much. I know I won't podium this coming weekend. But the fitness begets the desire for more fitness. And a 4-5 hour endurance ride will spawn more fitness.
I digress.
The point I think I am trying to make, which is not even clear in my own head as I defragment all these disparate thoughts, is this. Fitness begets fitness, which sometimes begets podiums by the nature of the process. And while I am not in this to make podium pics, I do wonder if there is a natural progression that gets me there again one day. I don't know the answer to that line of thought. And frankly I don't think that if the answer is an emphatic NO, that would stop me right now. I am on a roll and feeling pretty good. And I know I should just be content with that. So for now, I will. But I also still wonder.
On that note,
this weekend is about the beget-begetting thing. A few times yesterday
@seanrunnette commented that I need to promise to drop him if I feel good and I refuse to. I need to be in this for the long haul and in order to do that, pacing is important. That goes for pacing in a race, on a group ride, in life - all the things. And this Saturday is about getting a good, solid 4-5 hour ride in the lay that foundation deeper and deeper. At some point, this is going to turn into some Zwift race efforts, or maybe even some intervals out in the big bad outdoors. And that's what I want to use to roll into cross season.
Enough of that, some random notes on this fine Tuesday:
* I think if I can do the Stewart loop in 40 minutes, just one loop in 40, it's a fair distance. I don't know when I'll get back up there but I do want to hit it pretty hard before we set that in stone. I do agree that I think this course allows us to pull off the 8.8, especially since this takes out the 2 hardest climbs we would have seen in the 45 loop. It's really a fast & fun-as-hell loop. Gonna try to throw some videos together on this. Maybe create some HOOPLA around the race.
* Actually, we should all try to use the word "actually" less.
* Tonight we did the MAFW ride near D's work. I rode to it, so in all I got just under 40 miles. I'm moving into that realm where I could probably do 40-50 a day without an issue which is a good place to be. I had intended to just sit in this ride to pile up some miles tonight. But I did race to the top of 1 hill going into Whitehouse. And I did pull the whole way from Black River Road to RVCC which was a pretty big haul. I often take big pulls on these rides because I get a better workout that way. I am not sure how everyone feels about that but nobody complains so I just do my thing.
* Literally, we should also dial back the use of "literally" as well.
* I'd like to move into a mix of ~1 hour rides and 3-ish hour rides. Not quite there yet but I am moving away from the straight-2 Zwift approach I had over the winter. The shorter rides would be harder, and longer would be for the base. Nothing ever goes as planned but it's a loose concept. With that in mind, Thursday & Friday will be 1 hour ballpark, then Saturday will be a big ride. Tomorrow we'll see what the day brings.
* And we are in - Sean, your move!