I think from your reply (and subsequent additional thread) you're not understanding what I'm saying. Your reply here seems to imply that you think I was saying "Why bother obeying the rules?" That's not what I said. In fact, that's not on the table for me. I am saying "why bother explaining why I don't". I don't think you actually would consider it a courtesy for me to explain myself. And I'm pretty sure if I did it wouldn't convince you anyway, even if I were to fully articulate the thought process behind each of my reasons. Also, I'm sorry if you're taking my actions personally. At least take solace in the fact that they're not intended that way. But also perhaps recognize that not everyone necessarily feels the same way you do about playing nice, as you put it. And while most won't be so forward (perhaps stupid?) as to admit that publicly, I don't see any reason to pretend I'm something I'm not. There's no malice in it. Selfishness? Probably. But I'd argue perhaps there's also some selfishness in expecting someone to obey rules they don't agree with simply to honor your efforts within the constraints of those rules. If it helps, I've never urinated in a parking lot in my life, and riding there at night isn't something I do with enough frequency to make it anything more than a little bit of slippage that likely only goes to highlight that the majority of users are obeying the rules and that should justify the continued access. I think if the actions of one person are going to get you kicked out of there, then the reality is the powers that be have probably been looking for the opportunity to cut off access anyway and eventually they'd have found that reason even if everyone did exactly what the rules say. That certainly seems to be the theme I've seen in these type of things in the 30 or so years I've been riding off-road.
Honestly, I hope this whole thing works out for you and convinces a whole bunch of people who may be on the fence about breaking rules not to do so. If that happens, then what you're probably seeing as this very negative interaction could yield a net positive, right? At any rate, good luck with all your access efforts and if it helps therein to continue shaming me for what I've done, have at it. And I'm not saying that to be a smartass - I look at this as nothing more than an "agree to disagree" type situation where you perhaps have a lot more passion on your side of the argument than I ever will on mine. So, seriously, consider me your effigy to burn and maybe something satisfying can come out of this.