To Race or Not To Race, This is Not the Question
To Race or Not To Race, This is Not the Question
OK, maybe it is, at least for some, but at some point this seems to always come up. I was thinking about this the a little bit lately and decided to write a post after seeing
that our furry leader is in something of a low point in his racing career. Relating to me, I feel like I am in good form this year and managed to reach a few milestones this year including reaching a 22mph average on the road bike, succeeding in riding some strava segments faster than I thought I was capable (multiple times at that, not one time jobbies) and doing my longest ride to date and at a respectable pace for myself. I would be lying to you if I didn’t think about what I could do in a race, but it rarely goes any further than that.
Lettuce step back a few years. Many of you know I skated in my early years and this is where my current tendencies started. I used to follow my brother around, who was 6 years older starting in around 5th grade circa late eighties. Full on launch ramp sessions that I was just there cruising around, doing my own thing because I was too small to do much other than a pivot grind on the ramp.
In the presence of, but doing my own thing. Move forward to middle school and I skated everyday more or less regardless of if I had someone to skate with or not. Move forward to high school and this trend continued, if I was skating a spot and you were there, awesome. If I was skating a spot and no one was there, awesome. I was skating. If other people were around and hanging out, I chilled for a min and then skated (
In the presence of, but doing my own thing). My obsessive personality just worked that way. I was always stoked to skate with other people but I skated regardless of who was around. Many other people were not like this.
Move on to college years when I picked up BMX. Same thing, I went to the trails and built and rode regardless of who was around. This became sketchy as the jumps got bigger, but it was still the case. If you were there, awesome, if it was just me awesome (minus a brief period where I was too scared to go there because someone put up a Blair Witch stick figure and I wasn’t gonna be the one to remove it in fear of all they would find is my teeth). One of my good friends at the time told me I was soul rider #1, which I know I have said before and repeating sounds self-righteous, but something keeps me going and I don’t have many other explanations for it.
Trails were always busy on Sunday after the local BMX races were done. There wasn’t much pressure to race, but many of the racers would complain that they couldn’t pedal as fast as than could and still hit the jumps. This always sounded incredibly stupid as the trails were not the race track and it would be perfectly fine if I never pedaled once at the trails. In hindsight, based on how trails have evolved, these statements actually were incredibly stupid. Anyways, a few of the racers rode the trails all the time while some of them never showed up unless they raced (some because they were in the area but other were locals). The attitude that some of these racer had was such a turn off to me especially when they would make comments like “Why don’t you come show us your stuff on the track?”. Many of these guys I related to nothing more than jocks on bikes, they didn’t “get” me and I didn’t “get” them.
Fast forward closer to today. I post
How to Clean Log Gnar Gnar Style a few years ago and MTBTyler asks why I don’t race? What does cleaning logs have anything to do with racing? Sure I can go over them fastly, but that because I want to, not because I need to. More relative to today, Capers and Iggy mention I should race b-kill. Sure I would love to, but can it be moved to the HOH start? If so, I am in. It becomes really hard to justify taking a whole weekend for a 3 hour race. I raced the six pack because it was six hours of riding and mooch madness because it was four. I raced two USGP races because they were a 10 min drive from my house. If there was some kind of local race series in my county, I would probably do them. I don’t dislike racing, I following racing and enjoy watching it but when it comes to taking a whole day to ride 1-2 hours, it just doesn’t make sense to me. Sure, there is the social aspect of it, but my social ways(
In the presence of, but doing my own thing) is an entire series of posts in itself. However, similar to the BMX racers at the trails, when I hear some peps riding to train and once that goes away the riding means nothing, I can’t help to think it is incredibly stupid. But to each his own, unless your views don’t align with mine.
Anyways, I can’t fully explain why I like to ride so much, but I like to do it everyday, even if it is for a little bit. I'm happy on my bike, I am sad on my bike, I think on my bike, I zone out on my bike, I laugh on my bike, I cry on my bike, I just don’t train on my bike for any single purpose and thats that. On the bike, the only person I have to answer to at that particular moment is myself and I hope that doesn’t change anytime soon.
PAUSE as I climb down from my soul riding high horse
Yesterday
So I rode my mountain bike, big deal. There is no way I could leave my last ride at 6 mile stand as it was straight up embarrassing. This ride was better. 6 mile is always a hoot and the rollers and such are just fun. BTW, I think my garmin 500 is getting worse in the woods. What is the entire loop mileage now anyways? 13.9? Drop so much on the 27 side…Anyways, this ride reminded me I can go fastly on MTB style bike machines and I also have some skillz to back it up. Maybe I should ride it more…sure was fun yesterday.
That Felt Better but Garmin 500 Really Blows in the Woods
Today
Super clear, in the 30’s and I saw a shooting star, which was the first in recent memory. I have far too many wishes for a single star, so I only used one and it as not that I wish Norm to win a race. Sorry dude.
Too Many Wishes for That One Shooting Star